Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in renee's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 22nd, 2001
3:33 pm	and then it all falls down... my parents hate niles! i don't know how to change their minds and tell them that he's actually not as bad as they think. yeah, i know he doesn't have a job or a car, but oh well...i love him. their convinced he's such a loser and he has no goals in life. but he does. he wants to go to college and be successful. they just don't understand what's going on with me and niles and what's going on in niles's life right now. *my dad told me "don't fall in love yet, you're too young" well, daddy, it's a little too late... (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 14th, 2001
5:13 pm	and now...time for the show... ok, i guess i'll write about the courtney thing. i hope you find it as funny as everyone else has... niles and courtney were "together". niles liked courtney, but she didn't like him. instead of telling him she didn't like him, she slept with his best friend. now, niles hates her guts. a little while after this happened, she started writting me notes and telling me she loves me, and that i should leave niles for her. i'm not like that, so i was like i don't think so. she must've gotten pissed and called niles and told him that I tell HER that i'm in love with her and i'm gonna dump him for her. well, niles told her to shud-up and hung up on her. a couple days later niles's daddy found COURTNEY in their backyard WATCHING THEIR HOUSE. when she was confronted about this, she said she was roller blading with her sister and just happened to be back there when he was. ok, yeah, that might work IF: 1) she had roller blades on, 2) her little sister was with her 3) she didn't live so far away from niles's house, and 4) if you could roller blade in back yards. she's so dumb. to this day, nothing else worth writting about has happened...YET..give her some more time, and i'm sure she'll think of something. that was it, did you like it? please comment... Current Mood: irritated Current Music: weezer-oh girlfriend (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 8th, 2001
4:17 pm	sometimes i feel like my whole life is crashing down before me. this week has been the most awful week of my life. first, my sister ratted me out for my b/f spending the night, then my modeling apointment was canceled,(i know you're all repulsed at my obvious obsession with appearances, but you have to make a living somehow, and why not use me body/face to earn me dough?) then my car broke, now i won't get to see niles ( the one who i'm addicted to) at all this weekend...grrr. maybe it's not that bad, but it seems awful to me...oh well. oh, back to niles, i was thinking about how much i love him the other day, and i don't even think it's love anymore. it's something bigger. niles is my addiction. i can't live without him. i guess he's like heroin or something, but not so deadly. i don't know, that's silly. i can't wait til i graduate! i just want to get the fuck out of this boring ass state. i wanna go somewhere where no one knows me and i know no one. start all over. make a lot of different choices... Current Mood: crazy Current Music: dirtbombs-tina louise (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
8:13 pm	wow, this is weird. i guess i'm gonna write a bunch of shit in this thing so everyone can read about how messed up my life is, or how wierd i am in the head..i guess that's ok...or i'll find out whenever anyone has any comments about what i have to say. i have no friends that belong to this thing, i don't know anyone here, so please be kind in your comments so you don't damage my self esteem any further. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: kill the poor by the dead kennedys (3 Comments |Comment on this)